The Assault on the Fields
It was like snow, if snow could blend with air and hover,
making, at first,
A rolling boil, mottling the pine thickets behind the fields,
but then flattening
As it spread above the fenceposts and the whiteface cattle,
an enormous, luminous tablet,
A shimmering, an efflorescence, through which my father
rode on his tractor,
Masked like the Martian or a god to create the cloud where
he kept vanishing;
Though, of course, it was not a cloud or snow, but poison,
dichlorodiphenyltrichloroethane,
The word like a bramble of black locust on the tongue,
and, after a while,
It would fill the entire valley, as, one night in spring,
five years earlier,
A man from Joe Wheeler Electric had touched a switch
and our houses filled with light.
Already some of the music from the radio went with me
when the radio was off.
The bass, the kiss of the snare. Some of the thereness
rubbing off on the hereness.
But home place still meant family. Misfortune was a well
of yellowish sulfur water.
of yellowish sulfur water.
The Flowerses lived next door. Coyd drove a road grader
for the county.
Martha baked, sewed, or cleaned, complaining beautifully
of the dust
Covering her new Formica counters. Martha and Coyd,
Coyd Jr., Linda, and Jenny.
How were they different from us? They owned
a television,
Knew by heart each of the couples on Dick Clark’s
American Bandstand.
At dust Junior, the terrible, would beat on a cracked
and unfrettable Silvertone guitar.
While he pitched from the top of his wayward voice
one of a dozen songs
He’d written for petulant freshman girls. ‘Little Patti,’
‘Matilda,’
‘Sweet Bonnie G.’ What did the white dust have to do
with anything?
For Junior, that year, it was rock’n’roll; if not rock’n’roll,
then abstract expressionism –
One painting comes back. Black frame. Black canvas –
‘I call it Death,’ he would say,
Then stomp out onto the front lawn to shoot his .22 rifle
straight into the sky above his head.
Surely if Joel Shapiro’s installation of barbed wire and
crumbled concrete blocks,
In a side room of the most coveted space in Manhattan,
pays homage
To the most coveted space in Manhattan, then Junior
Flowers’s Death,
Hanging on a wall dingy with soot in North Albama,
is a comment, too.
Are they the same thing? I do not know that they are not
the same thing.
And the white dust, so magical, so poisonous: how does it
differ from snow?
As it thins gradually over many nights, we don’t notice
it; once the golden
Carp have rotted from the surfaces of ponds, there is no
stench to it;
It is more of an absence of things barely apprehended,
of flies, of moths;
Until one day the hawks who patrolled the air over
the chicken coops are gone;
And when a woman, who was a girl then, finds a lump,
what does it have to do
With the green fields and the white dust boiling
and hovering?
When I think of the name Jenny Flowers, it is that
whiteness I think of.
Some bits have fallen to clump against a sheet of tin
roofing
The tornado left folded in the ditch, and the stoops there
to gather
A handful of chalk to mark the grounds for hopscotch.
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